What We Shoot

HELLOOOOOOOO!

2011-06-26T22:57:00.001+08:00

WE NEED TO GET THIS THING UP AND GOING AGAIN! OKAY?

2010-09-24T22:48:00.002+08:00

colorful

2010-09-24T22:45:00.001+08:00

I wanna break free!

promises

2010-08-13T20:30:00.000+08:00

Stop making promises if you can't make it.

Taken by: Nisnis Haji Idris.
Location: Home.

Model: Nikon D40X

Shutter Speed: 1/5 second

Aperture: f/3.5

Focal Length: 18mm

ISO Speed: 200

No Flash

My group project :))

2010-07-23T14:44:00.002+08:00

2010-07-05T20:43:00.001+08:00

been hiding behind this mask

3

2010-07-05T20:41:00.002+08:00

3 words.

Say it and you will make my day even better than before!

Her name is Syifa...

2010-06-21T20:28:00.000+08:00

Bmpr Cr

2010-06-02T13:47:00.003+08:00

bigger picture's on my flickr :D

Brown-eyed

2010-06-02T13:43:00.003+08:00

lets get together

2010-06-02T13:32:00.003+08:00

I have NIKON with me

2010-05-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

That little girl has been made by my tutor :))

2010-05-17T16:02:00.005+08:00

KAMUUU!!!! I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!! TOMORROW IS MY LAST DAY EXAM SO WISH ME LUCK ALRIGHT????

He inspires me much today

2010-05-12T06:35:00.000+08:00

I've been crying..

Angry with life because of the situation at home..

Thanks to him..

Hope this may inspire you too.

2010-05-05T15:02:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna take care of you.

Friends forever

2010-05-05T15:01:00.001+08:00

I'll be there for you

Ole ole dari Belalong

2010-04-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

Ea kirim salam arah kamu :p

tik tok

2010-04-25T19:57:00.001+08:00

"We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." - by Tom Robbins

Model: Sony A200
Shutter Speed: 1/15 second
Aperture: F/5.6
Focal Length: 55mm
ISO Speed: 400
No flash

I'll stay for you

2010-04-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

If you need me,

I'll come running from a thousand miles away.

Model: Nikon Coolpix S5

Shutter Speed: 1/400 second

Aperture: F/5.4

Focal Length: 17mm

ISO Speed: 50

No flash

I am so down down down down....

2010-04-08T17:51:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

I wish I could post this in my blog but I just can't.

I don't want some people to read about what I'm about to post.

I need to wake up!!! Here I am! Waking up myself!!

Aku sedihhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

'Coz I did what I hate!

Buat cigu ku marah :s

Let me start from the beginning.

My tutor said that she could see that I am capable to do very well last year.

But this year, I've been giving my very worst effort for every test, classworks, homeworks and assessment.

She really is putting hopes on me to score better and high grade for this upcoming June exam.

Today, I think she let out all what she wanted to say to me before.

And I have been always came out with excuses.

She has been trying her best to get the solutions for me.

She gave me tips to study well and so on.

But I didn't do anything!

I am so STUPID for not listening to her.

My marks are all getting lower and lower.

She knows that I can do better but I've done nothing to make her feel that I'll be able to score better grade.

Babal jua eh aku ani!

I cried today 'coz I seriously don't like making my teachers to get upset with me.

I disappoint her.

And then one more thing...

I can feel there's no support from my family.

I just want them to know how I feel.

This Sixth Form thing is totally harder than high or primary school.

All they know is just to judge me when I got the bad result.

When I scored well?? They don't care.

Bukan pulang ku kan minta puji.

I'm just tired of everything. I need a break and this is why I wanna join the trip to Belalong.

When I wanna talk about this with someone, I do not expect anything from them but I want them to cry with me and feel what I feel.

Don't just say sabar and sabar.

I know sabar is important.

But sometimes when we have someone to cry with, it will make us feel better.

Macam they can feel us, our pressure and understand our situation.

I seriously feel bad and guilty to my teacher.

And so, starting by tomorrow, I'll not be with my laptop.

May be for some time (when I need to be with it, esp for assignments and photos)

And I'm gonna show my mama my result from last years assessment til the latest one.

I need their cooperation.

To play their roles and I'll do mine seriously.

As my apology, I will score better grade this time!

My assessment starts on Saturday i.e Acc and followed by other subjects.

We'll be having PTM.

I am so sure my teachers gonna complain about me.

:'(

Before it gets worst, I shall make changes for good.

Okay, that's just it.

Thanks for reading my stupid mistakes and regrets and story.

How I miss oovoo.

Kalau ada masih, we can cry together, laugh together, sing together and eat and drink together.

I love you, my oovoo partners!

Loads of love with tonnes of pressure on me,

Adell@Popo

i just wish..

2010-04-07T23:20:00.001+08:00

how time past us by

2010-04-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

“A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself”

Them

2010-04-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

Oh please don't leave me

walk with me..

2010-04-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

Amal and Syazwi's Wedding

2010-04-07T21:11:00.003+08:00

Miya

2010-02-12T20:21:00.000+08:00

D for darling

2010-02-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

Darling I miss you so much....

Model: Sony A200

Shutter Speed: 1/50 second

Aperture: F/5.6

Focal Length: 26 mm

ISO Speed: 100

No flash

Si Kumis!

2010-02-10T19:01:00.000+08:00

I am using the new watermark :D

Model: DigiLife DV-C330
Shutter Speed: 1/30 second
Aperture: F/3.0
ISO Speed: 100
No flash

heart over mind.

2010-01-31T14:06:00.004+08:00

mixed feelings, it's confusing.
let the heart tell you how you feel, not your mind.

x, BL.

The Paper Cuts

2010-01-27T21:59:00.000+08:00

Please, do learn from mistakes...

2010-01-15T19:20:00.003+08:00

Story goes like this..

(In bulleted points saja ah)

(*) WRONG definition! Got an explanation from tutor. NOTED! and redo..

(**) Oops! I did it again! Wrong! Another explanation with EXAMPLES and EXTRA time!! LOL

(***)AT LAST!! CORRECT!!

Please ask if you do not understand!

Money!

2010-01-15T19:09:00.001+08:00

2010-01-11T23:34:00.001+08:00

Don't hurt me cause i got fragile heart :S

got inspired from somewhere *which i forgot the website*

Model: DigiLife DDv-C330

Shutter Speed: 1/15 second

Aperture: F/3.0

ISO Speed: 100

No flash

ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

2010-01-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

Azmina's 1st Birthday Party

2010-01-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

d-d-domokun!

2009-12-31T13:40:00.000+08:00

Model: Nikon D90

Shutter Speed: 1/60 second

Aperture: F/4.5

Focal Length: 40 mm

ISO Speed: 1600

No flash

and yes the ISO is very high. idk how to adjust it -.-

What do you want?

2009-12-30T22:22:00.000+08:00

First stage of warning

2009-12-22T15:41:00.000+08:00

A thing like this will happen if you leave your kids with me.

Your kids wont have the right to say NO but to have FUN.

This pictures shows the summary of my vacay =))

2009-12-09T23:16:00.004+08:00

the love stories

2009-12-09T14:13:00.000+08:00

First love story:

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he's not break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]
Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I
can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says...
"Erica,
You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"
[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,
It says:
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!
... Erica turns the T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]
... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.

Second Love Story:

I didn’t want to depart my home town, which I’ve been settling ever since the day I was born.
Neither do I want to leave my school, relatives, and most importantly my best friend Sam.
Sam and I had been best friends since elementary school.

I still recall the day when we first met; it was the first day of grade 1 and we were in the same class. Unintentionally I collided with his head trying to reach for my pencil that had been knocked out on the floor. Fortunately I didn’t know that he was trying to reach for it too.

From that time on we got close, share lunch, talk and became best friends. We’d hang around together as often as I’d hang around with my family. He’s like my brother; a brother who I could lean to when I have problems, a brother who’s always there for me when I’m in trouble, a brother who loved me for me… at least as a sister. What he didn’t know is that I am deeply in love with him ever since the day we first met; which saddens me the most, assuming that he only thinks of me as his sister.

In sixth grade, in spite of this, things changed. We had been together for 5 years, but this year is diverse. I was moving. Moving far away from him, it’s like a new world I’m getting myself into.
My deep profoundness love for him is still there and I don’t want to leave him.
We agreed to call each other at least twice a week, send letters and emails if we have time, and stay in touch with each other.
Except that, it wouldn’t be the same, it wouldn’t be like old times, we wouldn’t see each other except in pictures, we couldn’t do anything together now. We couldn’t be there for each other, all the time anymore. Furthermore we are two continents away from each other. And I wanted to confess. Tomorrow, I decided.

The day of the departure came but he was nowhere in sight.
I tried calling his cell but no one was answering it.
I was so worried and sad that he forgot about my departure.
I left the country heartbroken and thinking that maybe he had a good excuse why he didn’t go.

One year had passed and still no sign of him.
I tried calling his home every once in a while but his mother would always say,
“Oh he’s not here, but I’ll tell him you called!”.
Sometimes I just think that he’s been avoiding my calls.

I was going off to grade 9.
I hadn’t been getting any emails or letters from him; or hadn’t been getting any at all.

I tried to tell myself that, “Its okay Katherine, he’s just busy that’s all.”

However I had my doubts.
What if he’s not busy at all? What if he forgot about me?
What if he got a girlfriend and been too busy to talk or even stay in touch with me?

A lot of what ifs’ are on my head. I tried emailing him and writing letters but there was no reply.
What if all my what ifs’ came true?
Then maybe I should be pleased, pleased for the reason that he’s happy.
On the contrary why didn’t he tell me?

2 years had passed and still no sign of his letters or emails or phone calls.
I tried to get over him. I really tried but I can’t. I just couldn’t forget the fact that I love him.

One week later, I received a letter from his home address, accusing it was him I ripped it open.
I was so anxious to read his letter that I skipped a couple of parts, that I thought wasn’t that important.

Unfortunately, it is important . It says that he’s sick and is in a coma.
I was so shocked to see this that I ran inside to tell my parents to get me a ticket back to see him.
Luckily they approved and booked me the latest flight.

I preceded to the hospital his in. I was so worried to see him, concerned that he’s undergoing from a poor health. When I got in his room my heart raised and kept thumping on my chest. I noticed him lying there with bandages all over his body. I felt sorry for him. All this time I was blaming him of overlooking me while his being diagnosed.

I had a talk with his mom and she told me what had happened to him. She assumed that he was crossing the street while he was writing in a book and a truck had hit him. That book was sadly addressed to me, it has no title & its cover is blank.

I opened it and started reading the first page.

“September 17, 200*”

“September 17? This is the day I left.” I thought.

“Katherine left today. I’m so upset to see her leave. That’s why I didn’t go to the airport at all. But I tried to go realizing that I had to confess my love for her before she leaves but I was too late. I’m going to miss her so bad. All the good times we had will never be forgotten. I wish I could come with her. I love her so very much.”

My tears started falling. I admired him. He made a diary for me starting with the day I left.
And what mostly saddened me is the fact that he loved me too.
I scanned through pages and read the last page he had written on.

March 26, 200*

I can’t wait for Kath to see what I had done for her. I hope she’ll like it. I just miss her so bad. I wish she was here right now in my arms holding me tight and wishing she wouldn’t be away anymo —-

And it was cut right there. I couldn’t imagine the scene how it happened.
I saw a glimpse of him again and a tear fell on my cheeks. I hold his hand so tight.
That time I had wished that I hadn’t left and be with him throughout this tough time.
There was this throb in my chest. I scanned again and all the other pages are blank.
A letter dropped when I was about to close it.

Dear Kath,

If you are done reading my diary I want you to fill out the other half of this book. I miss you so bad, Kath. I’m sorry if I keep missing your calls I was just too busy with work. Yeah, Kath I’m working now so I could surprise you and go there and maybe finish my school there. I can’t wait to see you soon. I’m also sorry that it took me 2 years to get this to you its just that I didn’t know your address there and I had to look for your relatives to tell me your address, and about the email thing I tried to email you back but our computer is really messed up; I ought to get the fix sometime so I could email you. I’m really sorry if you thought that I don’t care about you, I do. I really do. I love you since the first day we met it’s just that I was too scared to confess because it might ruin our friendship and that I think that you only think of me as a brother. I love you Kath, I love you with all my heart and I’m sacrificing everything just to be with you.

With Love,
Sam

By the time I was done reading his letter. I heard a beep & it was coming from him.
I was stunned. I dropped the book and ran towards him and started calling the nurse.

“Stay with me please, stay with me… don’t leave me please. I can’t let you leave me. Please. I Love You.”
I cried as the tears fell.

I was shaking. I didn’t want him to die. I didn’t want him to leave me.
I want him to be here by my side comforting me, and telling me that it was all a joke.
But it’s not a joke. It’s reality. He’s dead and here I am living my life through pages in the diary.

I filled the rest of the book. I even started a new book since it couldn’t hold all my memories and thoughts of him. And I will always remember him. How he had been a good friend. How he helped me through bad times. How he loved me so much that I didn’t want to let go. I will not forget him. He had been the best inspiration of my life. He is the best of friend anyone could ever have. I will not forget him. I love him.

“C’mon Kath, we’re going to be late for school!” Mark shouted through our front door.

“Coming!” I shouted back.

Mark had been my friend since the day I first came to his school.
He had been a good friend, almost as good as Sam. He kind of reminds me of Sam.
Sometimes when I’m with Mark, I kind of think that Sam sent him to guide me and to be with me just like he did for me when he was alive.

This is a fresh new start and a beginning of an ideal friendship. Or so I thought.

Last but not least:

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend.
Until last year, when we went to a trip from a club.
I found that I fell in love with him.
Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways.
I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other friends .
To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth.
Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before.

To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days…
Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

Then one day…

Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.

That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…

Then one day came, my 19th year old birthday.
When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call I was disconned all my friends call just waiting for his call…
But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call.
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep.
He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?

I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.
Then I shouted… “Wait…”

Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.

“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”

That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground.
He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…

After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting.
He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to school.
But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl who was handing him a doll… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll…
I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell…
Why did he gave these to me…
Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…
In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.

Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.
He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.
I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end.
Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: I thought you were pissed, you really came?

I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…

Me: I don’t need it.
Jin: What….why…

I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.

Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!

I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.

“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…

Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!! But he became a deaf and dumb person and ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…

Honk~ Honk~

With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.

“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…

But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.

“Jin, move!”
HONK~!!
“Boom!”
That sound, so terrifying.

That’s how he went away from me.
That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him…
And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.
I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…

“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…”
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls, shocked.

“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

“I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.

“I love you~”

“I love you~”

“I love you~”

Those words came out non-stop.
I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….
That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.
Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much…
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.
It had his blood stain on it.

The voice came out, the one that I was missing so much.

“Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… I love you…”

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why?
I asked god, why do I only know about all this now?
He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…

For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life….

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This Stories telling us not to be afraid of expressing our Feelings to someone who is our life and try to understand others feeling and their problems before getting fire upon them with anger remember to break a heart a word is enough but to join it whole life is not enough….

Treat every relationship as if it’s the last one, then you’ll know how to Give.

Treat every moment as if it’s the last day, then you’ll know how to Treasure.

Treasure what you have right now, or else you may regret one day…

Micbandits- Its a Wrap

2009-12-04T04:05:00.001+08:00

i knoooow, batah ku kan mengupdate ah :( yatah ni orang malas

school

2009-12-04T04:01:00.001+08:00

and yeah, i will stay in this school, inda jadi pindah heheheh

2009-12-02T16:32:00.002+08:00

Photographed by: Nisnis Haji Idris

Model: Digilife DDV-C330

Model: Sony A200

Im off to Malaysia today

2009-11-27T06:47:00.004+08:00

First place, Genting Highlands

Second place, Grand Beach at Langkawi

And lastly, Kuala Lumpur

These 3 places is where I'm gonna go for vacay. =))
I'm gonna miss you guys and I'll be back at 4th. *wave*

Salam~

2009-11-26T11:45:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK BLOGGERS!

Gonna update this blog as soon as possible.

Pengumuman Sekadar Di Pinggiran

2009-11-16T19:25:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Dengan ini telah rasmilah saya iaitu POPO menyalin alamat blog-blog anda semua ke dalam blog baru saya.

Di minta agar restu kalian sentiasa bersama ku dalam perjuangan yang tidak seberapa.

*still waiting updates from you guys*

Assalammualaikum

Pantun Sekarat?

2009-11-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatu..

No update from kamu?

Asyik asyik yang update Nis, Umie dan aku..

Nda sudi update blog yang tak laku?

HAHA

Adell is exiting~

Falling For You

2009-11-08T15:25:00.001+08:00

Trying to get the lyrics by myself since this is her own original song..

Popo is existing~

Pelangi Awards =))

2009-11-01T16:29:00.003+08:00

I had fun lastnight. the dancers amazed me. few of them aku kenal and good job guys.(Y)
FYI a band once rock!!! =))

For those who are having exam

2009-10-27T20:29:00.002+08:00

G O O D L U C K ! ! ! !

Barracudas

2009-10-18T12:59:00.004+08:00

Yes Im going to watch it later on yeaaahh~~ haha. im so excited eyh haha for the first time watching basketball match di Brunei. Previous year Eza saja liat but now, his going with me~ yeaaa~~ haha

Popo thinks she falls for him

2009-10-18T12:03:00.005+08:00

Salam kamu kamu kamu kamu kamu...

Di malam kan tapat plurk kan, I did mention pasal aku jealous. Tsk tsk tsk

Nis, now I'm talking about the guy I mentioned masa raya di skulah..

Last night tapat nick msn nya..

"(name of someone) thanks for the (something)"

Then tapat personal message nya..

"Can I put it in my car?"

And ada gambar nya with that gift tapat display picture nya..

*Sob sob*

Bah sekian atu saja.

Hehehe

No more hidden stories about this guy..

Well, ada but ani saja I can share.

So adil, none will know more than this info.

None I mean, none of you iaitu kamu kamu dan kamu. Di antara kamu semua..

Semua sama rata pengetahuannya pasal ani. Kan?

Fair enough, right?

Chhaaww!

HEY

2009-10-16T23:15:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I CHECK THIS BLOG (luruskah english ku ah?) err, apaah? i just wanna say hi! and just fyi, i have upgraded my camera and im still having my PMB. tomorrows our last exam. wish me luck guys!

new looks =))

2009-10-11T19:13:00.003+08:00

How Plurk can make us goes HYPER adn RANDOM!

2009-10-06T17:27:00.002+08:00

We plurk wherever we want baby!

Took it from FabbyBoxers

Photographer: Nisnis Haji Idris
Edited by: Nisnis Haji Idris
Location: KFC at Mall,Gadong
Camera: Nikon Coolpix s120

a salute goes out to Nisnis! :)

2009-09-29T01:30:00.005+08:00

Camera: webcam acer aspire belongs to izz
venue: living room atas
model: setentunya saya. HAHAHAHAHA
edits By : me!
Owner of the Model: FabbyRabby♥

Sorry if it is late..but we got another 3 weeks of Syawal!

2009-09-28T14:45:00.002+08:00

Saja menyinggah. Nada update.

Soon, let us share gambar2 raya, ek?

Hari Raya!

2009-09-20T17:45:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Bloggers!

This is my second (i guess) raya with blogger! anyway hope you guys spend your raya with fun,hyper and the most important is enjoy!

Taking this opportunity to say sorry if I hurt your feelings. Minta maaf dan ampun dari hujung kaki hingga hujung rambut sama ada dosaku di dunia ataupun di akhirat.

Selamat Hari Raya!

Ada mata pandanglah keindahan,
Ada mulut berbudilah pertuturan,
Ada hati berilah kesayangan,
Ada salah silap silalah maafkan.

Assalamu'alaikum,
Nisnis Haji Idris.

Sayang Sayang Sayang

2009-09-19T16:25:00.000+08:00

Aku mlintas saja~

2009-09-14T20:56:00.000+08:00

Harapan Ramadhan

2009-09-13T15:10:00.000+08:00

dari arkib! Hahaha. Lama udah ni yoh.

2009-09-11T17:53:00.002+08:00

Date : 23rd March 2009

Weapon : Canon Powershot A460

Lama udah ku param gambar ani, dari blog ku yang lama jua lurih ku.. Tapi kana patan arah flicker ku. Nah, ku share tah.

Tujuan ku share di sini : KRITA MACAM ANI PUN BULIH DRIFT kali aaa!!

Hahahaha

SOAS

2009-09-11T11:59:00.000+08:00

another version of it

Photographer: Nisnis Haji Idris
Edited by: Nisnis Haji Idris
Location: Yayasan @ Bandar Seri Begawan
Camera: Sony A200

Another version of my SOAS

2009-09-11T11:23:00.000+08:00

P/s : Nis, aku update jua :'(

Stop and Stare

2009-09-11T05:30:00.001+08:00

Photographer: Nisnis Haji Idris
Edited by: Nisnis Haji Idris
Location: My house
Camera: Sony A200

SOAS

2009-09-11T05:27:00.001+08:00

Photographer: Nisnis Haji Idris
Edited by: Nisnis Haji Idris
Location: Masjid SOAS @ Bandar Seri Begawan
Camera: Sony A200

I love you

2009-09-11T05:24:00.002+08:00

I ♥heart♥ You

Photographer: Nisnis Haji Idris
Edited by: Nisnis Haji Idris
Location: my house
Camera: Sony A200

Happy Birthday!!

2009-09-07T23:32:00.002+08:00

version 2

2009-09-06T05:09:00.001+08:00

Photographer: Nisnis Haji Idris
Edited by: Nisnis Haji Idris
Location: my makeup table
Model: 2 years old Crystal bracelet
Camera: Sony A200

hehehehe :)

2009-09-04T17:31:00.001+08:00

Aku rrreeee rrrrriiinnndddduuduuduud kakakakakaakakaka kakamuuuu~

Ahax!! hahahaha

Shooted using Sony Cyber-shot W35

2009-08-29T22:54:00.002+08:00

The Birthday People

2009-08-28T04:30:00.002+08:00

To our bloggers NanoNoons and Adilla Limin:

From Adell@Popo

2009-08-26T05:49:00.002+08:00

Shooted by Miya

Taken on 24th August 2009, after school

Message : Thank you to all yang greet saya~ All including you all dalam blog ani~

I lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo vvvveee youh!!

*holding your hands..wont let go*

Hahaha..Ovaaa

Marah bin Selamat!

Eh salah..

Marabin salamat~

Jewelery

2009-08-26T01:25:00.001+08:00

Photographer: Nisnis Haji Idris
Edited by: Nisnis Haji Idris
Location: my makeup table
Model: 2 years old Crystal bracelet
Camera: Sony A200

Happy Birthday Dill~

2009-08-24T17:45:00.003+08:00

For the first time I made this kind of art haha. Happy Birthday Dill~ =))

sorry if bida a~ love you!!

Happy Birthday!!

2009-08-22T13:26:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to NanoNoons~

Love si 22nd August Birthday Girl~

Sorry ada delay in posting this big news due to conflict occured kemarin.

Conflict PEREBUTAN LAPTOP!!!

Hahaha

Anyway, happy birthday again from all of us~

I want no body no body but you~

I want no body no body BEBAJU!!

Hahaha How's that?

*pijakpijaktulaktulakcubitcubit tapi inda tampar*

Hahahaha..ANTAM!

*Post has been posted on 23rd August but I changed the date to 22nd supaya ada feel. HAHA

Plurkers,Bloggers,facebookers

2009-08-21T19:05:00.003+08:00

Kamuuuuuuuuuuu...

Kepada umat-umat Islam saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Berpuasa.

Jauhi diri anda daripada membuat dosa sama ada dosa besar ataupun kecil.

Dan ini adalah buat pertama kali kita menyambut puasa bersama kamu, Plurkers

Assalamu'laaikum,
Nisnis Haji Idris

chukulit chip kukis :D

2009-08-19T22:24:00.004+08:00

nah nahh.. nampak kamu tu? pibrit ku tu!
wuuenaak wuii! sekali cuba mau lagi. BANAR!
atu kajen ku membalikan kediaku tu. masa kami lipak di da mul.
HAHAHA. apaan. nada ku melipak dih. ;p
ahh iatah bah.. miani cerita nya..
kami tu kan ke gadung, kan chill lah tu kununnya.
kalinya, mood ku ani kacau waa. emu tia jua. sepuil banar.
udah atu kajen ku si qiah ani kan cheer me up.
but still, im feeling emoish. *esehh. sepiking tayaa. HAHAH!
ahh iatah kalinya.. aku ni dudukduduk di meja arah foodcourt ah.
kajen ku membali arah famous amos atu.
kali udah dalam seminit atu...
tarus tarus tia kajen ku taruh makanan atu dapan muka ku.
beliang jua ati ku tu. haishh.
sekajap wa ea membali ah. mijik ih! iatah barunai maju atu.
HAHAHAHA. apaan. out cerita ku ah. :p
ohh ya.. this picture was taken by me with qiah's phone :D

yaa sudah deh. sampai sini aja ya? ntar banyak lagi yang gue omongin.
HAHAHAH. ngindun ;p bah bye!

xo's, bellayelloh ♥

Sunset w/ the girlfriends

2009-08-19T18:40:00.002+08:00

Photographer: Nisnis Haji Idris,Adilla Limin
Edited by: Nisnis Haji Idris
Location: Empire
Model: Nisnis haji Idris,Adilla Limin,Dee Samad
Camera: Nikon Coolpix,Samsung,Sony Cybershot

our birthday girl

2009-08-16T17:55:00.003+08:00

sorry lambat post =s busy with exam lately. Hope you like babybella <3

M.I.A

2009-08-16T10:22:00.004+08:00

seriously i just wana update this thing. tho aku nda tau apa kan d update. but then, just wana say sorry if aku M.I.A ari tue. due to some problems lah~ now m still feeling it. n it's getting worst i guess. dont get me wrong. i dont hate plurk. i love plurk! it's just that i have no mood to plurk nowadays.

iceeeeeeee

2009-08-15T10:29:00.002+08:00

Photographer: Nisnis Haji Idris
Edited by: Nisnis Haji Idris
Location: PTEM at the Unprofile's table
Model: Iceeeeee
Camera: Nokia N95

happy birthday bella yelloh

2009-08-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday!!

2009-08-14T14:11:00.007+08:00

Happy birthday to Bella!!

Enjui saja tia lagu beday ulih dari YouTube~

We love you!!

I say

2009-08-13T20:15:00.002+08:00

Model : Gula Gula

Place : Angah's Place

Date : 19th July 2009

Gambar ini tiada tujuan apa apa. Hanya ingin berkongsi.

Boh!! Apaaahaann

Result!

2009-08-12T22:53:00.004+08:00

MOE (space) REG (space) CENTRE CODE (space) CANDIDATE CODE (space) IC NUM , send to 8885555

school outing part 3

2009-08-11T08:34:00.003+08:00

Photographer: Nisnis Haji Idris
Edited by: Nisnis Haji Idris
Location: Bandar Seri Begawan.
Model: Wanny HM
Camera: Nikon Coolpix s120

When Boredom Strikes!

2009-08-06T22:36:00.004+08:00

Aku bureng d malam. anie tah jadinyaaaa.. Vain Much???

Before

After

Photographer: the camera itself cause it was set on timer~:D
Model: Me, Myself n I, FabbyBoxers♥
Edits By: FabbyBoxers
Camera: Panasonic HDC-SD9
Location: Me room
Owner of the model: FabbyRabby's ♥

I'm not a Photographer nor a Model. I'm just me =))

2009-08-05T16:10:00.007+08:00

This is real~ This is me~ I know exactly where I'm suppose to be now~ Gonna let the light~ Shine on me~ haha~ so random~

Al-Fatihah

2009-08-05T01:19:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum..

'Takziah' from the admin to the following people :

(1) Mbah Surip (Singer of Tak Gendong)

*we always make fun of him, and i'm sorry for that*

(2) Abg Roy (FabbyBoxers' cousin)

(3) Angah Dara (Adell's angah)

(4) To all who have lost their beloved family members..

Don't have time to recite Yassin? Al-Fatihah will be much appreciated.

Thank you..

Aku bosannn!!

2009-08-04T22:47:00.004+08:00

Putugraper: FabbyBoxers
Mudal: FabbyBoxers
Edit: FabbyBoxers
Kamira: Panasonic HDC-SD9

My pocket PC is my life♥

m a diabetic. so i only take Coke zero whenver i crave for coke. n i love coke zero♥

aku bosan bahh!!! Bureng ku nieee!!
xoxoxo

labbb

2009-08-04T20:18:00.007+08:00

more than friends but not a couple

zeerah

School Outing Part 1

Masjid SOAS

Photographer: Nisnis Haji Idris
Edited by: Nisnis Haji Idris
Location: RTB Studio and Bandar Seri Begawan.
Model: Nad Razale,Joel,Azeerah.
Camera: Nikon D90 and Nikon Coolpix

who is she?

2009-08-04T19:29:00.004+08:00

name: Nisnis Haji Idris
age: 17
status: no comment!
weapon: I use different types of camera cos I don't own one yet!

A girl who just love taking pictures. Loves to pout. Loves to do the salute sign. Loves her friends and family. Loves to get hyper! loves to be random. Will respect you if you do the same thing.

I don't call myself as a photographer. I just love taking random shots.

I am mysterious. I won't show my face here. So kamukamu mesti minta my permission to upload my picture(s).

so ada pertanyaan lagi? =p

"when I see you through my lens, you're beautiful."
"I am just a girl who just loves taking pictures. It's just between me and my camera in my own world."

READ IT IF YOU DARE~!!!

2009-08-04T02:27:00.003+08:00

This is a true story of a young UBD girl who passed away last month, at Kg Subok. Her name is Amalina; she was hit by a lorry.She had a boyfriend names Farish. He lives in Seria. Both of them are true lovers. They are always on the phone with each other. You can never see her without her handphone. She spends ¾ of the day talking with her sweetheart, Farish. Farish family knows about their relationship. Farish is very close with Amalina's family (just imagine their love). Before she passed away she always told her friends"If I pass away please bury me with my handphone". She also said the same thing to her parents.After her death, people couldn't carry her coffin, so heavy. I was there ~ a lot of them tried to do so but still couldn't, everybody including me, had tried to carry the coffin, the result was still the same.Eventually, they called their neighbour, a paranormal from Lawas (Pak Usop), who is a friend of her father's. He took a seat and started chanting to himself slowly.
After a few minutes, he said "this girl misses something here".

Then her friends told Pak Usop bout her intentions to bury her with her phone. He then opened the coffinand place her phone, together with the 3G SIM card inside the 'kapan'. After that they tried to carry the coffin. It could now be moved and they carried it into the van easily. All of us were shocked. (can you feel the fear? I'm shaking at this moment.)
Amalina's parents didn't inform Farish that Amalina had passed away (pity Farish). After 2 weeks Farish called the late Amalina's mum.

Farish: "Auntie, I'm coming home today. Please cook mutton brani for me. Don't tell Amalina that I'm coming home today; I want to surprise her."Amalina's mum replied, "You come home first, I want to tell you something very important."After he arrived at Kg Subok, they told him the truth about Amalina. Farish thought that they were fooling around. He was laughing and said, "Don't try to fool me ... tell Amalina to come out ... I have a gift for her. Please stop this nonsense."Then they show him the Amalina's death certificate; they gave him proof to make him believe.Farish started to sweat profusely. He said, "It's not true. We spoke yesterday. She still calls me."

Farish was shaking so badly when suddenly, his phone rang."See this is from Amalina. See this ...." he showed the phone to Amalina's family. All of them told him to answer. He used the loudspeaker mode.All of them heard this conversation, loud and clear. No drop call, no humming. It was Amalina's sweet voice! And there was no way others could use her phone and 3G SIM card as it was slip in the 'kapan'!They were so shocked and asked for Pak Usop's help to solve this matter. Pak Usop worked for 5 hours ... then he discovered one thing ..............

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Girlfriends!

2009-07-31T20:42:00.002+08:00

Shooted by NisNis

Place : The Empire Hotel and Country Club

Date : 26th July 2009

PP-ed by Adell

Edited using Photoshop and Photoscape

Edited while thinking of what I should be doing right now.

Homeworks!! and wondering.. should I go to school tomorrow?

Assalammualaikum..

P/s : Pray for my angah. TQ

a random confession

2009-07-31T02:39:00.007+08:00

everynight i think of u,
every seconds of every minute i think of u.
my eyes bust in tears whenever i think of u.
i wish i could tell u how i really feel deep inside.

if i was ur tears,
i want to be born in ur eyes,
live in ur cheer,
and death in ur lips.
but if i was ur tear, i would never cry,
cause i dont wana loose u.

a knife stabbed right through my chest i felt,
blood streamed endlessly as the river has no end.
i sat in agony and waited,
n u came n heal the wound that has been hurt.

in my sleepless nights i think of u,
in the rainy days i cried.
seek for ur attendance, but u never came.

love has no meaning if u're not there,
the sun's not shinning n u don't care.

You can rest easy tonight
Everything is going to be alright,
I promise.
Go to sleep and dream of me tonight;
Everything may not be perfect,
But at least we tried.

Hey sweetie, I need you here tonight
And I know that you don't wanna be leaving
Yeah, you want it but I can't help it
I just feel complete when you're by my side

Somethin bout the way
Somethin bout the way you look
In my eyes
You make everything so damn easy
So easy that I don't got to worry bout a thing

And baby when we touch
All I can see is the image of us
Sitting by the ocean
Just before the dusk
Sippin on a juice box and
Sand between our toes

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we have our first kiss
But this ain't a movie

all i could say is,
love can make u happy,love can even tear us into pieces.
but my love for u will never fade,
i will love u n will always will~

x-- some part is lyrics especially the bottom part..the top part really came from the heart~:') hope he's reading this~:) if not,please tell him for me..

xoxoxo
FabbyBoxers♥

i just love it!

2009-07-28T20:53:00.002+08:00

Comment&Critics are welcome~~~~~

Girlfriends!

2009-07-27T21:00:00.002+08:00

Shooted by : NisNis

Place : The Empire Hotel and Country Club

Date : 26th July 2009

Theme : Girlfriends!

Models : Stated jua udah dalam gambar kan :p

PP-ed by : Adell

More pictures arah si NisNis

Ani aku baru grab dari plurk antadi!!

P/s : Ada bah urang atu ku tunggu tunggu di malam kan send gambar, sekali, nada hadda. Jenuh ku menunggu :p Siapa kan tu? luan manis urang atu eh. HAHA

Jangan lupa isuk pendrive me aa. I lav youh!

Assalammualaikum

aku siapa? kau siapa? kamu siapa? kami siapa?

2009-07-24T23:23:00.005+08:00

Snapped By: Me,Myself n I
Di mana??: dalam Babychevs ku!
Sapa editkan kau?: mama ku! ^^ nadawah! aku edit~

a little bit description bout me *kan memanjang kan post ku,ukan mcm kamu(annoyed):p*:

Named Fabby or so called si by~ most people call me c Baby, Ruby or Rabby. Fabby is a Combination of Faiz n Rabby*mun kan becetaaa.....baik d kadai kupi!*. Urm..Aku suka Putugrapi veravishly & FabbyBoxers is My official Initial for my Putugrapi. I Use Cannon DSLR EOS 40D as my gun for shooting. &&, AKU SAYANG KAMUUU!!! :p

Long story Short, M friendly,M Vain , M Random,I love To get Hyperrrrrrr ,but!!!m not a lesbo!!but m a bitch who acts like one :p!*nda semestinya aku ckp arah bini2 i love u aku lesbo.Haters!* &&, M the Bitch that u will miss when m not around~:D

pangkat2 ku:
- Baby kepada c Faiz♥ ! i love u baby~*i know u will be reading this*
- Cinta kepada durang plurkers ku
- Anak kepada seorang ibu dan bapa*apaann!!*
- A Clone of a lesbo to me classmates~hahahahaha!!

Bah2,Kamu siapa???

xoxoxo
FabbyBoxers♥

butul OH butul! :D

2009-07-24T23:16:00.006+08:00

aku karing leher. HAHAHAHA. *random.
anu bah.. apani.. aku suka gambar ni. wheee *lumpatlumpat.
tapi banar, aku karing leher, iatah ku post ani. (6)
it was taken by qiahminniemouse, half life of mine. woseh. :p
and yea, the girl in the picture is me.
me is aku, aku is bellayellloh, bellayelloh is aku! PAHAM? pahamkan.
aku suka gambar ani! *majal. HAHAHAHA!
dari mana ku dapat butul atu? adalerr :p
where it was taken? pantai gadong \m/
bah bah, no right click haa. terima kasih. ahax. HAHAHA.

PS : biar kamu bular liat font ku ani. HAHAH!

BY♥